Digging Out From Our Piles of Lies
The virtue of becoming your own self-styled truthteller
Oh, no.
The nighttime “grabbies” were back.
The merciless, repetitive, berating tape loop playing in my head in the dark of night:
Why did you say that?
You should’ve handled it differently!
He’ll think you’re a moron.
You could have come off so much better…
And now you blew it…
And a second loop plays on top of that one:
Stop…



